This Moment

February 17, 2010
Wednesday, 10:07 P.M.
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I am tired and I almost forgot about my blog. So, what's on my mind right this moment is that I have to do all my night time ministrations and I don't feel like it. I heard some more disturbing news today about people I care about and I'm wondering if there is something in the air causing major disruptions in my section of the universe. Of course, it isn't me who is doing the suffering, so what do I have to complain about? I don't know. Sometimes the emotional reactions to other people's difficulties amaze me. I do say to myself, "What's wrong with you, reacting this way, you aren't the one who's going to suffer with this.", yet I feel my own heart breaking with the possibility of losing someone I love. The seeming selfishness of this is an antithesis to the person I aspire to be.